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Dust: An Insight Into Suicide

Dust: An Insight Into Suicide

It’s amazing the perspective a couple of days gives you.”

Milly Thomas Photo by Madrid Kuser

There are approximately 123 suicide’s a day. This leading cause of death, is a national health problem, with the effects going beyond the person who takes his or her life. In Dust, Milly Thomas’ new play, written and performed exquisitely by Thomas, a young woman named Alice has taken her own life. Not believing in God, she is stuck in the present to examine the aftermath of her decision. Like a fly on the wall she has to witness the pain her death has caused others.

Milly Thomas Photo by Madrid Kuser

“So, I’m really sorry about the way I treated you. And all the diets I put you on that made you sick. I’ sorry I f**king bullied you in front of the mirror for hours. I’m sorry about all the times I let people cum in you because I was embarrassed about condoms. I’m sorry about the drugs. I’m sorry about the alcohol……..”

Milly Thomas Photo by Madrid Kuser

This play examines how Alice’s life blurred with sex, alcohol, drugs and contempt led to the ultimate ending. She is sarcastic with a witty banter that tells of years of depression and an endless wanting to end the pain, only to find out suicide wasn’t the answer.

“More girls from school. And where the f**k were you, hey? Snakes. All of you, snakes. This is like the Reptile House at London Zoo.”

She is bored by her parents’ grief, annoyed that her boyfriend has moved on, misses her best friend and mocks her own funeral seeing those who attend as snakes. Those who loved her felt disconnected by Alice’s depression. They express their depths of betrayal and guilt, brought on by her selfish behavior.

“I used to think it was the hug that was important. But really it’s knowing someone is trying to hug you.”

In the aftermaths of her decision, Alice craves the connection she shunned, but now it is too late.

“she always looked lovely in green. Maybe for the coffin lining?”

Thomas’s performance is riveting as she embodies all those she left behind. Her transitions from one person to another is crisp, clean and sharp. Her portrayal of her upper crust Aunt who deals with death, by seeing the ways to make it beautiful is riveting, but it is when she speaks of her father and his attempts to love her that the show becomes truly real.

I used to think it was the hug that was important, But really it’s knowing someone’s trying to hug you.”

Sara Joyce’s direction is simple and unsentimental. The one problem that I had though, was that Alice never seemed quite depressed, so it was hard to see what really drove her to this act of self hate.

Anna Reid’s set is bare except for three mirrors and a metal gurney, enhanced by Jack Weir’s lighting. The sound design by Max Perryment is haunting and jarring.

Milly Thomas Photo by Madrid Kuser

“I thought death was an ending. But it’s nothing.”

For those who have dealt with someone who has committed suicide, this play will be painful, insightful and just may bring a sort of closure. We may never know why someone decides to take their own life, but Dust opens up the conversation.

Dust: DEM Productions at the New York Theatre Workshop’s Fourth Street Theatre, 83 East 4th St. until September 29th.


Suzanna, co-owns and publishes the newspaper Times Square Chronicles or T2C. At one point a working actress, she has performed in numerous productions in film, TV, cabaret, opera and theatre. She has performed at The New Orleans Jazz festival, The United Nations and Carnegie Hall. She has a screenplay and a TV show in the works, which she developed with her mentor and friend the late Arthur Herzog. She is a proud member of the Drama Desk and the Outer Critics Circle and was a nominator. Email:

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